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Thursday, September 1, 2011

Fighting Negative Energy Is A Constant Battle From Within


Negative energy has been around people since the day they were born.

I remember, when I was an innocent child, many circumstances that were caused by others behaving badly, which included adults and other children.

When I was a child I felt that there were certain adults in my life who definitely weren't there to protect me, but were there only to supervise me when I was within their sight.

In my opinion the out of sight out of mind concept is a terrible way to watch over children.

Lesson learned ... To raise my own children differently.

I recently (sometime during the early part of this year) have come to grips with the bad things that happened to me, when I was a child, and I began the process of forgiveness for those who violated my mind and my personal space.

This process has not been easy to do without shedding some tears.

Despite all that, I feel that I have learned a very valuable lesson in life which is that some of the people who live on this earth including some of our relatives have proven to be not quite right in their heads. Sometimes it even seems like they aren't really human.

Let me explain that statement to you before you start throwing raw eggs at your computer screen.

Something is amiss with their morals, their honesty, and their inner soul which is suppose to be there to help people to be guided along a most righteous path while they are here on Earth.

With that said, we all definitely need to wake up to the truth of our existence before the door to knowledge is permanently closed.

Now seriously people, who wants to remain stuck in the dimension that we are currently living in where many people have psychotic minds and black hearts and show no empathy for their fellow man when injustice is taking place against innocent civilians who unfortunately have been made to look like they are evil to whom ever is gullible enough to believe it.

This is a place where we will continue to be pushed and pulled around like we are slave puppets, so that we can keep the Super Rich living high off the hog (us) and living in their remote castles and in their Billionaire Estates that are protected by high concrete walls with an Iron fence entrance to boot, and let's not forget about the intercom by the front gate to screen visitors before they are allowed to approach their mansions.

With that said, we the people who are not rich will never be rich because the Elite will never allow that to ever happen by over taxing people, manipulating higher inflation, higher gas prices, etc ... etc ...

Okay, you can all go back to sleep now if you choose to do so, but I prefer to remain awake.

You can choose to go back to your same sad daily routine of slaving yourselves out to the Elite by going to work with the same people who you may or may not get along with and work for a boss who is driven by the monetary system to try to become richer when most of us know that the Elite won't ever let that happen because they will continue to tax businesses to death.

The stress that this causes on a business owner's totality is astounding, to say the least, and should be put to an end.

Please don't take only my words about it do your own research and find out on your own who the NWO are and why they think that they are entitled to your hard earned money.

The important thing for you all to do is to try to stay strong and to not contemplate suicide because if you aren't here you can no longer join in the fight to gain back our freedom and independence from these tyrannical liars who a long time ago decided that they should own this Earth and everyone who lives on it.

Enough said for now .....................................

Thursday, August 4, 2011

If Only I Could Save One Of My Own



I am not a person who can give up hope at the drop of a hat.

I have been struggling with an inner sadness which haunts me everyday.

I know that I can not save anyone but myself, but I hope that the one who I can not save will soon wake up to the light side of his inner soul and begins to slowly save himself from his own personal demons.

It saddens me that he chooses to sleep his life away instead of letting himself live and enjoy the simple pleasures of life.

The smell of the Flowers ... The chirping of the birds ... A child's spontaneous laughter ... The blue skies up above ... The love of a true soul mate, which he
apparently hasn't found yet.

My heart goes out to him every day when I wake up in hopes that he will feel my unconditional love reaching his heart.

I would give anything for him to be happy again ... all depressing thoughts drifting away to the place of no return.

You are my youngest bro and I love you with all of my heart no matter what bad decisions you had made in the past I don't hold those bad decisions against you.

I will never make you feel bad. I will never treat you like you are lesser of a person than I am. My positive energy is directed toward you little bro and I really hope that it finds you soon.

Our ages are so close because you needed me there for you when we were abandoned by one of our parents. I no longer hold it against you for sharing the same bday cake as me when we were growing up. I realized a long time ago that it wasn't your fault because mom just couldn't afford to celebrate two bdays so close together with only two days between them.

If only I could save one of my own it would be wonderful because then my bro could start living a happier life and not be depressed anymore.

I love you bro and I always will, no matter what. You are a shining star in my heart forever bro.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Who Am I?

Who am I?

I am loving
I am nurturing
I am healing
I am friendly
I am peaceful
I am spiritual
I am compassionate
I am empathetic
I am often misunderstood
I am harmonious
I am musical (sing)
I am creative (writer)
I am sensitive
I am not religious
I am not materialistic
I am not afraid of death ... souls do not die


I am a light worker ... Who are you?

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Are We Finally Starting To See That Our Lives Are Being Manipulated?


Everyday when we are awakened by our "trusty" alarm clocks to begin a new work day, we get up out of our beds and resume our routines.

As children, we watched our parents follow their own routines, but the difference between then and now was that there was no need for both parents to go to work to support their families because the living wage was gauged high enough.

The living wage has been lowered over time instead of steadily rising like it should have because businesses had the option to hire someone at a lower wage who didn't care if they weren't getting paid for what the job was actually worth.

I see this type of thing as a punishment to the family structure. The children are forced to be raised by strangers instead of by their own parents, in other words, parents are spending less and less time raising their own children.

I myself would love to go back to the time before the value of money became so distorted that we would end up jeopardizing our own children's lives by not being able to be there for them as much as they obviously need us to be when they are growing up.

My question is, 'Why are we not doing anything about this by asking for a higher minimum wage?' I am becoming more and more worried about this because we are now starting to see a rise in grocery prices because the privately owned Federal Reserve bank printed too much money, and therefore caused inflation to happen during a time when there aren't enough jobs being created for the millions of people, who lost their jobs because of an on going recession, which is now rapidly heading toward a depression.

If we continue to refuse to make good changes for ourselves then maybe we should make good changes for our children instead.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Dreaming Of A Life Without Poverty


Through my eyes I see a world that has gone astray. The memories that I have about how my world use to be, when I was a child growing up, seems to tell a different story as to how my personal poverty level affected my total being.

Today many things have changed when it comes to being able to support ourselves and when you start adding other people to the mix it becomes even more harder to stay within a budget.

As a child I didn't understand the difference between my poor family and families who had plenty of money. As I became older I began to realize that they didn't have to worry everyday about not having enough food to eat like I did.

I will forever be grateful for my mom's family (my gram, uncles and aunts) for helping to take some of the pain away that I felt in my stomach when I had gone too long without food.

Government programs to help the poor were just as useless back then as they are today because their understanding of people in poverty is not based on the reality of the situation at hand.

The fact that people in poverty are now being treated like they are drug addicts and are forced to take a piss test before they will even be considered to receive welfare just goes to show you what they actually think about poor people in general.

Although I wasn't able to learn as well as others who shared the same classroom as I did because of an undetected learning disability, which I finally got a handle on in my adult life (much later than I would have liked), I have made it one of my top priorities to get it under control, without taking unhealthy pharma medications.

I had a child who also suffers from the same learning disability who is now in his 20's. Although I made the decision, when he was a child, not to give him medication, he made the decision, when he was an adult, to take the medication.

With that said, I tried to do better for my children compared to how I grew up and I can honestly say that they never went without food and always had cool looking clothes to wear.

Sadly though I am not sure how well they will be able to do for their families because of the constant economic doom that keeps popping up its ugly head every time we turn around.

With the way that the economy has been taking, what seems like, endless dives with very little safety nets left to keep it falsely propped up, it remains to be seen if the people in office will finally take their heads out of the billionaires asses, and try to save what is left of the economic ruins that the billionaires have created.

Sunday, May 15, 2011

Helping Hands To Guide You To A Less Stressful Life


I offer to you a gesture of hope which is becoming harder to find within today's reality.

I know that the worlds problems can be a hard thing to deal with at times, especially when those problems seem to be never ending.

In order for us to become less bothered by too many problems (which we probably don't have much control over in the first place) we will need to take a step back from those worldly problems and take a look around at our immediate surroundings, and then we can start from there.

The reason that we need to do this for ourselves is because life seems to be a lot more stressful now a days, and there are reasons for it seeming like that.

With most people having access to the internet and cell phones like the iphone, which also connects to the net, we are able to explore other countries and states without needing to travel.

You can also connect with the world by starting a blog site like this one.

With that said, stress is what causes us to age before we should, so we definitely need to take time out from our busy schedules to do something that will help us to feel less stressed out.

We can listen to soothing Ambient or chill out music to lessen the stress level, while drinking a warm beverage like green or herbal tea.

We can get back in touch with nature like we did when we were kids. Taking a walk in a state park would be a good way to do that because we can take enough time to look at the flowers, trees, insects, and birds, while feeling a gentle breeze on our faces.

Nature is fascinating. We just need to take the time to notice it.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

A Song Poem Written By Lisa Kitty



The earth is shaking
The dams are breaking
What are we to do?

The sun's flares are burning
The oceans are toxically churning
What are we to do?

Ohhh ... The times they are a changing
Because our world is rearranging
Sooo ... we just need to hold on tight
And soon it will be alright.

The Lava is spewing
The animals are stewing
What are we to do?

Climate change is on the attack
The poles had flipped a while back
What are we to do?

Ohhh ... The times they are a changing
Because our world is rearranging
Sooo ... We just need to hold on tight
And soon it will be alright

Dead birds falling from the sky
Too many fish in the shallow waters die
What are we to do?

Deadly large tornadoes taking out a whole town
The Jet Stream carrying radiation toxins all around
What are we to do?

Ohhh ... The times they are a changing
Because our world is rearranging
Sooo ... We just need to hold on tight
And soon it will be alright