You Will Always Be My Bro

Although we were never able to be the way that we were suppose to be toward each other, when we were growing up, because of circumstances beyond our control, you will always be my bro. I haven't stopped loving you bro, even though you made a choice to not acknowledge me as your sibling, for a reason that I won't disclose to the public domain, because I respect your privacy.

When I was younger I thought that you were a mean brother who, every once in a while, seemed like an almost cool bro, but then because there was another sibling, someone would usually be left out of the picture, either him or me, because you only wanted to hang out with one of us at a time, which didn't make sense to me because I didn't like hurting other peoples feelings, anyways, the point is bro, I am finally at an understanding that you were under the impression that you needed to be the sibling who had to make all the rules if only because you were the oldest sibling by a mere 2.5 years, which made it seem like you weren't a very nice person, when it came to dealing with your siblings. 

Yes bro, I understand that you may see these things differently because of your own perception, but keep in mind that what I was feeling toward you, at that time, was fear instead of what I was suppose to be feeling toward you as a younger sister, which is love.
                          
With that said bro, I realize now that as you got older you were just trying your best to keep your younger siblings in line, but back when it was happening I was seeing it as my big brother was being a bully to me again, and you were seeing it as me being stubborn and not wanting any part of cleaning (except my bed room of course). Now this is what I need to say to you bro, "Thanks for trying bro. Please forgive me for not being able to see the bigger picture during that time in our lives."

Love From Your Fave Sis,

Lisa  ,,,^..^,,,

Looking At Ourselves From Above

I am now at a time in my life where I am starting to think about how my own actions may or may not have affected a person(s) life.

Please forgive me. I did not realize that I had been acting selfishly. 

Perhaps I was subconsciously in need of more attention.

Attention seeker. I never thought that was me ... till I looked at myself from above.

I could never understand why I was feeling like a victim.

I never realized that I was the cause of my victimizing nature.

I can not allow another person to hurt inside because I let myself fall into the pit of self loathing.

I am a goat. A Crapicorn. 

About Venus.  I am not the Goddess of love. I am not drop dead gorgeous, but neither was Venus. She is cute at best.

I am considered to be cute.

Imagine that scenario, especially since I have been here on Earth, for a while now. 

I refuse to age quickly. No plastic surgery, just aging gracefully. It's just a number after all.

I am still learning how to fly. Life makes it hard to get off the ground though, so it won't be easy.

My life is not your life. I never consider myself as being better than everyone else.

I can change.

I believe that I am evolving toward a better self and a better world. Stay positive. Believe in myself. 

Have faith in my creator and in those who have been sent my way to keep me safe. 

Remembering to give thanks to my creator. Everyday.

I am striving for a better me, so that I can bring out the best in those, who I am lucky enough to have around me.

Look around me, instead of looking only at myself. 

Give off a positive vibe. Don't give in to the self loathing demon. Smile instead of frown.

Don't pretend to be happy when I really am not feeling it. Ride it out. Change the negativity into positivity.

And most importantly ... Love The One That You Are With By Letting The Love Be Felt. 

Me Just Trying to Connect The Dots Toward Everlasting Peace & Love

There are too many things that exist all around us. They make it very hard for most people to feel a connection with their inner peace,  which is a way for us to stay calm during a time in our life when we  experience something that causes us to lose control of our self control which then results in a more stressful situation because we felt like we were the only person to ever feel that bad.

Today we are living in a very different world than I was living in when I was a kid. I felt like I could be free and that I could be whoever I chose to be once I left the nest. Now we are left with very few choices.

With all that I endured while I was growing up, which wasn't always pretty, I feel like I have grown stronger from within because I now have the ability to see that I had caused some of the negative out comes because of stubbornness. 

There is, however, a drawback with this new ability because l feel like I am more aligned with who I am now suppose to be, as opposed to, who I have already become. 

This is a new kind of struggle for me. I am confidant that I will emerge into a more loving peaceful existence, as time moves forward.

When I was a kid I watched on TV a cartoon movie that had music and a yellow submarine. I didn't really know at the time that the Beatles where a band that was loved and hated at the same time. I also didn't really understand the message that their movie was trying to get across to anyone who watched it ... until today.

It is about love and war and then it is about peace. The Blue Meanies decide that they don't want  to live in a peaceful loving place like their neighbors like to live in, and because of that the BM's decide to declare war on their neighbors which causes them to lose their peaceful loving life.

But then the heroes arrive after a treacherous under sea voyage to find that everyone is looking like statues while the BM's  army of green apple droppers, and shooting gloves that have a diabolical laugh, are keeping the peace loving people from coming back to the happy life that they use to know.

Eventually the heroes save the day by helping to return  love and peace back to the people, and they also give it to the BMs and their army. Peace & Love means no more reason to go to War. Everyone then lived happily ever after.

I can see the end to this dark tunnel .... can you see it too?

We can come together with love & peace which is in our hearts and souls.  We are all better than how we are expected to be. With all that has been thrown at us, it should be no surprise that so many people are deeply lost within the material world.

There is a particular kind of materialistic distraction that I find to be a bit disturbing which is that many people, including preteens, are spending endless hours on their cell phones taking photos of themselves and twitting about themselves like they are more important than the other people who are doing the same thing that they are.

Why is the material world turning into a nightmare instead of a good thing?. It is the lack of love and understanding that is causing many people to reach out for feel good distractions.  

The fact that we are experiencing a strange obsession with what the latest trend is, is more than likely caused from being forced to live in a fearful negative state of mind.

With that said, I would like to end my dot connections with this cry to the Universe and to whatever is buzzing around out there ... 
BEAM ME UP _________ !!!!!!!

We Are The Answer To The Solution

People dying for no good reason.

Water flowing that isn't pure.

Air contaminated with radiation.

Food not fit to eat.

These things are what has become of our world. Why did we not try to stop these bad things from happening? Was it because we weren't paying attention?

We need to ask ourselves if we want to live a life that does not allow these bad things to happen, or if we just want to continue living our life on the downward spiral that we have been experiencing for quite some time now?

Perhaps things have gotten so dismal for us that many people have become oblivious to what is happening in front of their eyes.

With that said, we need to ask ourselves this question.

Why isn't there more stricter regulations when it comes to harm being done to our environment and our food supply?

If we continue to walk around in a zombie like state is it any wonder that some of us have started to act like zombies? Are we really going to give up like that? I have hope that we won't stand by and let the destruction continue on the negative path that it is currently on.

Time is of the essence, my friends, and the answer is not to sit and wait for a messiah or extraterrestrials to show up and somehow make things better for us. Instead we must take the bull by the horns and change the negative things into positive things, before all hope is lost.

We have the power and the ability to fix this mess. We are the answer to the solution, and in order to change things for the better we must be willing to come together as one to create a brighter future for the next generations. 

We must end the greed which causes many to become arrogant and out of touch with reality.

We must end all wars which is very bad for the environment and also for the innocent people who are suddenly caught up in the middle of it.

We must end the hate toward people who believe in something different than another person believes in. We are born with free will and the choices that we make are not for others to criticize.

And most importantly ... We need to become more human instead of acting like a mindless hateful zombie toward our fellow man no matter where they were born.

Just a thought or two before I go:

If we were born blind would it matter what color our skin was?

If we couldn't talk would it matter what our opinion would be?

If we couldn't hear would it matter if someone was making too much noise?

We Need To Find Peace Again

I come in peace. I offer serenity in a world that has gone wrong.

When there is no longer reason or sanity, there will be chaos.

If we allow chaos to take control, as it has been lately, then we are heading for a dead end.

What can we do to change our dead end coarse?

We must search our hearts for the answer.

We will need to feel the peace of the white dove fill our hearts with joy.

We can then stand together with an agreement to end evil by demanding the end to all wars. The wars that were started, so that the Super Rich could become even more richer.

We must walk away from the debt that binds us to a life of slavery and sadness.

How can we do that when we were taught from an early age that the only way that a person can live is to work until we are old, just because they invented paper money?

We can do services for one another. We can grow our own gardens. We can trade things among one another.

We can re introduce ourselves to nature. We can learn to meditate. We can find our true spiritual path. We can become more creative by becoming imaginative again, like when we were kids.

There is so much that we can do that we can forget to turn on our televisions once in a while. We can also live without being on the internet social networks, and instead, start a blog site. You can show off your creativity, instead of hiding it from the world.

Let your spirit flow freely.

Find peace again. Love your life because we are only here on Earth for only a short while.

There is a solution right in front of you and all you need to do is reach out for it.

Educate yourself to learn how to do things for yourself.

Learn to grow your own vegetable garden. http://www.fruitsandveggiesmorematters.org/starting-your-vegetable-garden

Learn to can those vegetables. http://www.motherearthnews.com/Real-Food/2005-08-01/Learn-to-Can-for-Homegrown-Flavor.aspx

Learn to sew your own clothes. http://www.instructables.com/id/Learn-to-Sew-1/


Learn to make candles.
http://www.catalogs.com/info/crafts/how-to-make-candles.html

Learn to Knit and Crochet. http://www.crochetpatterncentral.com/

If you have other suggestions and links where we can learn about more things that we can make for ourselves, please leave a comment, so that we can check them out.

Vote For Lisa Kitty

This is for those of you who are wanting positive change for a country that has gone horribly wrong due to the influence of the 1% Billionaires, and also the Rouge Corporations that want to have the same rights as people.

These are just some of my ideas about how we can function as a free civilized country, without violence and class wars, which have brought our once beautiful country to its knees.

1. Every sane citizen will have a voice and will be included as a contributor toward workable solutions to change the old system, which is currently crumbling to the ground, because of the privately owned Federal Reserve Bank.

2. We will create committees in each state that will work toward creating Green House Farming with purified water and no Genetically Modified Organisms or Round up type pesticides. We will call these committees The Food Safety Committees.

3. We will work toward educating our future generations by taking back our schools and working toward a common goal, so that all students, no matter where they live, will be able to learn in a safe environment.

We will set up committees that will work together with other schools toward bettering the distribution of school supplies, and up to date text books.

We will begin a summer program that will give young adults from the ages of 15 to 20 the opportunity to gain credit toward a college scholarship by participating in the clean up of their school, which will include helping to keep it safe and clean while school is in session, by encouraging other students to take pride in their school.

4. We will end all laws that were previously put into place that are geared toward oppressing the common man/woman. We will return to the use of the Constitution, and the Bill of Rights, which will make the Patriot Act null and void.

5. We will cease funding false wars, but we will continue to fund our military bases at home, so that our military will be able to better protect us from foreign governments who do not like the U.S. government because of past U.S. government officials allowing military occupations on foreign soil only for the purpose of gaining their resources.

We will also give Military Generals the power to challenge who ever is in office whenever they don't agree with them about a war that the government official expects them to be involved in.

6. We will end lobbying, so that Billionaires and Corporations won't be able to influence our committees toward neglecting those who can not afford to do the same, so that fairness will prevail and there will no longer be corruption and greed affecting their decisions.

7. We will end the Federal government. We will instead allow the County Sheriffs' to watch over their police departments. Any Law that is put into place will be voted upon by the citizens of those counties before it can be enacted.

8. And finally, last but not least, we will not accept Corporations as having the same rights as the citizens have, just for the simple fact that Corporations are businesses Not people.

Turning Off The Time Controllers

The clock she keeps on a tickin'. I ask myself "Will there ever be an end to this wretched ticking?" ... tic! tic! tic! Time is such an annoying thing (There is never enough time in a day for me to get everything done).

I never cared about clocks when I was a child ... until I had to learn how to tell time. I remember thinking that a day seemed to last forever ... Until I learned about time. I remember spending most of my day not knowing what time it was until someone yelled out my name, from a distant house on a hill, for me and my cousins to come back to the house to eat lunch or dinner, it all depended on the time of day that it was when the yelling was being done.

Phrases that I use to not like to hear when I was a child were "It's time to wake up for school." and "It's time to go to bed because you have school tomorrow."

I often wonder what the world would have been like if no one ever invented time. Would we still be living in caves or would we be a very advanced civilization?? Would we live longer just because we wouldn't have a clock annoying us all the time?? Would we not be stressed out as much because there would be no more deadlines to meet??

Think about how cool it would be to live in a world with no time. We could wake up whenever our body felt like it had enough rest. We wouldn't need to be anywhere at a certain time. We could enjoy our day at our own leisure. No pressures ... just relax :))