It Looks Like An Eclispe ... Sort Of

Well, it's a start isn't it? What does it matter that the sun still looks black? At least the sky is getting lighter and lighter, which is so much better than a black sky, in the long run.
People are starting to mill about, looking for intelligent stuff to do, I imagine, but I also know that, in reality, they are looking for some kind of hope.
A lot of people have gone from here, who I use to know and love, but the people who are living here now, with the people who decided to stay, migrated here because the place, where they lived got demolished, so whenever we (the local residents) venture out doors, we are very cautious and feel scared, like we are a rat in a cage, so to speak. Until these migrants prove not to be bad people, we will keep our distance from them, for now.
We know that we are being watched by their spy drones, which fly into the area, 5 to 6 times every day. The MPOs decided to use them to help police the populated areas. Some of the other areas, needed more drones, because there are a lot more people to try to keep from getting too far out of hand.
I really never thought that I would be here today, but I think that I am, because I made sure that I stayed on top of everything that was going on, mostly by typing in keywords, on the net, and by visiting the many alternative news sites on the web, for clues as to when the majority of the shit, was going to start hitting the fan and then flying, in all different directions.
I try not to think about my family too much, because I am not allowed to contact anyone from a different state, at this time. The only internet that is available, is the one for people in high places, which I have been lucky enough to contact a few times a month (even though I am not one, who is in high places), so that I can keep, whoever is lucky enough to get on the net now, informed. Especially the other regular people, just like me.
I would like to believe that everything will be as it was a few years ago, even though the economy was heading down a slippery slope back then, only because there were a lot more people on the web, sharing ideas and knowledge, with all the web surfers and forum writers. Now it is very lonely out there in web space, since the people in charge started limiting the web, and shutting down any website, which spoke out against them. Unbeknownst to the web surfers back then, was the fact that the people in charge developed their own web police department, whose only job was to scan the web for possible dissenters, so that when the time came for them to swoop in and shut them down, and take them away on the FEMA train, to a fate worse than you can imagine, it would make their job, so much easier to do.

Please Don't Fence Me In

I don't remember the last time that I felt like I was free, but I do remember that my vocabulary was very limited and that I was more aware of what was on the ground than what was happening above my head. I was a little girl, who loved to spend time by myself more than being around chattering adults, who seemed to be oblivious of me, most of the time, unless I did something unsettling, which would then draw more attention to myself. Sometimes more than I would have liked.
Being a mature adult has been an eye opening experience for me. Many things have changed since I was a child. The weather, the attitudes of people, the need for many shiny new gadgets, like cell phones, for instance. People have become very materialized. Now you can stop me if I am wrong, but isn't that going against, what Jesus was trying to teach, when it came down to peace and happiness? Didn't he go into the temple and protest against all those greedy money people, who succeeded in swaying the people to buy, buy, buy, so that the sellers would become richer, from the poor man's silver. And the people who are suppose to be in charge seem to be the worst, when it comes to being greedy. It makes me wonder, "What would Jesus do about those people? Would he send a message to the top of the chain?" If he did it might say something like this;
Dear Greedy leaders,
If you really are interested in doing right by your people, then you must not forget, why you were put in charge in the first place. You can not keep taking them down into the pits of hell fire, you can not keep treating them like they mean nothing. They are people, just like you are. They are your brothers and your sisters. If you keep heading in the direction that you are heading in, then there will be more dire consequences for you, which will cause all that you have come to know, to come crashing down around you, and you will live in a dark desolate world in misery. No love, No peace, no harmony.
How can you want this? How can you want to live within a world, which prides itself on how much money that you have, compared to how much money that they have? Doesn't this seem like it goes against any kind of teachings that Jesus believed in? So, you have to ask yourself, "If you are a true christian, how can you put your faith into a monetary system, which goes against what your savior believed in?" The conclusion is that you are not really a true christian. You are one of their followers, and they are not real Christians. They are the opposite. So then, what does that say about you?
Now that they have gotten you to follow them, into their greedy deceitful belief system, they are far from finished with dragging you further into the pits of hell, because there are places out there, which they had built, where they can take you, if they choose to do, so that they can force you to do free labor for them. I hear that there are high fences with barbed wire on top, and a cool guard tower, where someone with an automatic weapon can guard you, so that you can't attempt to escape.
And I say to that, "Please don't fence me in, because I am not one of you. I am instead, the angel of light and love. Peace is what leads me to a higher ground. I am one with my savior, because If we lose the light, then we will all be lost in the dark."
You must all free yourselves from your painful debt. Take the road to the higher ground. Save the light. Don't let it burn out. Don't let the creditors sic the debt collectors on you. Change your phone number. If you don't stop this mad cycle now, your children will hate you, when you are old. They didn't cause all this deficit crap, and they shouldn't have to pay for your debt!
Yawn .............. Stretch ................. Wow ... what a dream that was ............................ What was that? It sounded like gun fire outside my window. They must have found another dissenter, who disagrees with the man at the top. Where will they take this person? I wonder ..............

Looking For Rebels

It's been harder to write due to the fact that I have had to be very quiet now, especially during the day because of the Martial Police Officers, or MPO's, making their newly official daily sweeps of the area. I am not sure what they are looking for, but it seems like they are looking for any signs of rebellious crime spree behavior.
I don't venture outside very often now, because I don't want to risk being thought of as a trouble maker. It isn't the same as it use to be, when everyone thought that they were free citizens. I was not as blind about the freedom thing, like a lot of people were, before the first attack was presented, which set off WWIII, because I knew that most of our freedoms, were taken away after the twin towers were taken out. I do agree that this is twenty times worse than how it was, before the aftermath of this war, but as long as you conduct yourself carefully and quietly, you can avoid any unwanted confrontations, with the MPO's, or a dangerous deranged person, or persons, who more than likely are wondering around your neighborhood, with possibly ill intent, because now it is all about survival.
Okay, it is time to blow out the candle and hope that I can get a little more sleep tonight. Till next time, "All I want, is to have my peace of mind."