Looking At Ourselves From Above

I am now at a time in my life where I am starting to think about how my own actions may or may not have affected a person(s) life.

Please forgive me. I did not realize that I had been acting selfishly. 

Perhaps I was subconsciously in need of more attention.

Attention seeker. I never thought that was me ... till I looked at myself from above.

I could never understand why I was feeling like a victim.

I never realized that I was the cause of my victimizing nature.

I can not allow another person to hurt inside because I let myself fall into the pit of self loathing.

I am a goat. A Crapicorn. 

About Venus.  I am not the Goddess of love. I am not drop dead gorgeous, but neither was Venus. She is cute at best.

I am considered to be cute.

Imagine that scenario, especially since I have been here on Earth, for a while now. 

I refuse to age quickly. No plastic surgery, just aging gracefully. It's just a number after all.

I am still learning how to fly. Life makes it hard to get off the ground though, so it won't be easy.

My life is not your life. I never consider myself as being better than everyone else.

I can change.

I believe that I am evolving toward a better self and a better world. Stay positive. Believe in myself. 

Have faith in my creator and in those who have been sent my way to keep me safe. 

Remembering to give thanks to my creator. Everyday.

I am striving for a better me, so that I can bring out the best in those, who I am lucky enough to have around me.

Look around me, instead of looking only at myself. 

Give off a positive vibe. Don't give in to the self loathing demon. Smile instead of frown.

Don't pretend to be happy when I really am not feeling it. Ride it out. Change the negativity into positivity.

And most importantly ... Love The One That You Are With By Letting The Love Be Felt.