Adventuring Outside The Box

When I start to think about the months leading up to WW III, I start to feel a numbness come over me.
It was absolutely chaotic following a stock market correction, during the fall of 2010. There was also a sudden rise in gas prices, as a result of the worst man-made environmental disaster to happen, which then had made it even harder to stretch the falling American dollar any further, than was already being done, due to a recession/ depression period of time.
The most significant last straw finally happened, when the middle east was becoming unsettled, because of a flotilla incident, which had resulted in the death of innocent civilians, which then caused tensions to began to rise, from all different directions, against the one, who caused those deaths. And then next thing you know BOOM!!!
We here in the states were stunned, with this blatant devastating attack. There were also some of us, who knew that this would be inevitable, because of their constant crimes against humanity, over the years.
I then made the decision to try adventuring outside the box, and to just start living my life according to my spiritual guide, which seems to keep me safe, for the moment.
I know that I may find some mind road blocks, as I begin to adventure further out side of my safety box, but I am determined to find answers, as to why, bad things were allowed to happen to earth, which wasn't in her best interest. Kind of like the answer to the question,"If there truly is a God, then why did he allow this bad thing to happen?"
Some people claim to be religious, and some people claim to be atheists, but what does that really mean? Does it mean that being religious makes you a higher spiritual being? Does it mean that you are not a spiritual being if you are an atheist? Do the church goers really have the advantage of heavenly passage? Does the atheist not have the same heavenly passage privilege just because he/she refuses to believe in a God, who may or may not have been made up, by the person who wrote the bible? Is there really a heaven? Is there really a hell?
How about this adventurous thought, What if there is no heaven, but instead there is a place, where your soul goes when you die, only to return to live on this earth, again and again? What if life on earth is actually, what one would call hellish? What if we are here on earth, as a test to see how much hell we can take, till they decide that our time is up, because they see that our souls can't take much more of the torment, here on earth?
I believe peace, love and harmony should be our first priority. I also believe that we should not have to rely on a monetary system, which turns nice people into greedy soulless creatures, who can only be satisfied, if they possess more bling than their neighbors do.
Now that I am living day to day in survival mode, I am able to see more and more how it use to be for people, who came to be born on earth at a time, when there were no grocery stores, or materialistic items to be bought. When I think about how convenient it use to be, when we could carry around our electronic gadgets, I sometimes miss my touch screen music/media player, which I carried around with me, whenever I would go on a walk, back when it was still safe to take a walk. Now, all that I can do is singing and humming, whenever I get the chance to, when the MPO's aren't very close by. Some how, it's just not the same ...

"Every time, I look in the mirror, all these lines on my face, getting clearer ..."